Worry..

I worry all the time

I worry about my future life not being what I had in mind

I worry about my birth mother because I know she can do much better if she listened and actually tried

I worry about all the lies if I let go of how I feel to people or should I continue to hold it all inside because some people wishy-washing and be telling your business right after you you try to let go and feel better inside

I worry about people I care about especially if I see they are not doing or being right because I care and I strongly believe seeing someone you care about fall off Is seeing yourself not doing right.

I worry about myself sometimes and the way I sometimes can be like I wanna be the best and I want to have people rooting for me but sometimes I doubt myself because I don't believe and think something good gonna come true because I can't see the picture at the moment and I don't truly know what imma be.

I worry about if I'm good enough to lead to be an inspiration for young kids out there like me. What makes me so special what makes me unique? I honestly wonder what other teens genuinely think of me when I speak of my dreams and things I wanna be?

I worry about myself always being so nice never really mean and continually being cool with people who I'm sure don't like me. I know I'm too nice I don't really know how to be mean it's just not my natural its just not my thing.

I worry yes I do, I have so many things I wanna change and so many things and people who I look up to.

I feel like If I don't hold myself up then I'm letting so many people down.

If I don't do right then I'm making everyone else fall to the ground.

If I don't lead by example I feel like we gonna have an idiot leading the crowd

I gotta do my part by not letting those I care about down, being an inspiration to those who are much younger than me now, and stop worrying about things and how they will turn out.